Hello!

Hello...bare with me as I slowly come out of my nutshell.

Just started this blog to keep a journal of my everyday happenings. I have a short memory and I don't remember what I did for the day. And maybe some day I can look back and read what I've encountered, accomplished and/or need to accomplish in my life.

So here we go...

Life is ok at the moment. Not going into details but I wished it was better though. My little family is still all together in one piece under one roof. Although I am still confused and hurt at some things but hey who said life was going to be easy. I try not to think about it and just live and enjoy everyday like it's my last, with all the people I love most. At times I have anxiety attacks and wondered if it's the right thing to seek help for alternative substances to ease the mind and soul. Sometimes I even wondered if peace will ever come find me during stressful times. That's all the elaboration on my life.

Couldn't get out of bed this morning. It's hard to get up every morning! Funny thing is the alarm is set one hour before I actually wake up. Don't ask...I don't know why I do that. The snooze button gets hit several times and hard too. If the snooze button was a human head, it'd probably have the worst migraine. My only motivation to get up and feel lively is to wake up my booboo and stretch a bit together with him before completely awake. I'm always rushing in the morning. Why? Why do I torture myself like that? Probably cause I think I can beat the ticking time. LOL I know it's pretty bad!

Work is work. Same thing everyday and repetitively boring. I know...I need to get out and find another more exciting job. My only hesitant is there's a lot of flexibilities at my current job and no micro managing.

Hoping for a new start and new day tomorrow. Later...

***WOW, PRETTY LONG FOR THE FIRST BLOG***