wow the year is almost over...

I can't believe that this year is coming to an end. Working Mon-Wed next week then off to the in-laws until next year year!! Looking back, where did 2009 go? What did I do all year? Let's see:

- visit mom during Mother's Day week
- purchased a boat (fishing all summer long)
- visit mom during Halloween week (basically lived at hospital)
- enrolled Prince in soccer clubs (indoor n outdoor)
- gained weight :-(

Ok, that's all I can think of right now but that doesn't look like a decent list. Basically nothing was accomplished. oh geez!!!! What is wrong with me?

I am looking forward to a new and better year - 2010. It's been a long time and it's time for another one. We are planning baby #2. My son has been begging for a sibling for a few years now. He is excited! I can't wait. I am currently seeing an infertility/fertility specialist. I really like her. She seems to have lots of knowledge in this field. I already had my first visit and it went well. We signed up for my hubby's insurance, which supposedly paying 50% for fertility treatments so that's a plus. We can't really start treatment until January. Like I said I am quite excited. Can't wait to have another baby.

BTW, I'm done with Christmas shopping(a couple of weeks ahead of schedule this year). Yay!!! Will never do the last minute shopping EVER again. It can be brutal trying to fight the rowdy last minute Christmas shoppers too! Not that I expected but there's nothing under the tree for me. I know sad...but like I said, I don't expect anything. And mostly the spirit is for my little man. LOL

On another note, my husband had a dream that I cheated on him. LMAO Really? He couldn't wait until morning so he had to wake me up in the middle of the night to tell me about it. OH lord! Well, during Valentine weeekend, we attended one of his good friend's funeral in Spokane, WA and I encountered my first love after almost twenty years. I told hubby that ex bf complimented on my looks and little did I know, he was jealous so he decided not to attend the second day of funeral. Instead he drove us to Seattle and spent some family times. And later I heard from the ex bf's nieces that there had been some rumors that I was ex bf mistress (at that time). How stupid of Hmong people to assume and gossip without getting the facts straight. Also the ex bf's wife got all dressed up to check out the mistress the next day. WTF? Hahaha remember my hubby took us to Seattle instead of staying for another day at the funeral. hahaha I found this all too funny but not the hubby. He found it disturbing and probably why he had a dream about me cheating. And if you're wondering...no I don't believe in infidelity so no such thing in my dictionary.

Geez, some people are just so annoying and irritating. How do you stop being nice to people and stop having such a white heart? People take me for granted I swear!! This will be a lesson to learn in 2010!!!

Before I forget...been missing my ma and pa dearly. Been crying myself to sleep again.

~Thanksgiving~