Updates

Ok time for updates…
Life has been great to me. Found out prego with baby#2 on April 6th. So unexpected - tried for several years but was unsuccessful. Like they say, stop trying and maybe it will happen. Saw the doc on April 8th, 10th, and 16th to do BETA blood test to confirm the pregnancy. Today I had a vaginal ultrasound to hear the heartbeat. It was amazing to see the little heart beating. Looks like a blinking cursor in a dark sack. AWE… Heartbeat was at 120. Doc said that is really good. I’m so excited!!

TORN and SAD....

I'm speechless right now.  I asked and got my answer.  I am thankful for the honesty yet it saddens me in so many ways.  I understand the situation so very crystal clear.  Until I am able to move on, I will dream of it again - or maybe not. 

I will embraced and cherish what I have dreamt of and take only what I can get.  Can't ask for too much.  I will not dwell on what can never be - maybe in the next life time.

On another note, it's been a long time since I've updated.  So many things have happened since the last few months.  Exciting!!!